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18 February 2007 @ 03:27 pm
Well, I just got off the phone with my dad. I am so used to him calling and not having anything positive to say, I got on in a rather foul mood just thinking of talking to him. I don't think he really wanted anything but to ask me how I was getting back to college tonight, he wanted to drive me, but I just told him that my mom was going to do it. He makes me think of all the shit I have to do at school this week (that stupid wood project is due on FRIDAY for 3D art, and I have to go to my Drawing II class for sure, since I missed both classes last week. I missed a lot too, ugh.) and because I was in a bad mood, I think I made him sad. With great grandma just having died, I also am not in a good mood to talk with him, because he makes me think of her and stuff. I feel bad, but I can't come to really blame myself because he is always making a mountain out of a molehill and always asking me if I'm "okay." No, I'm not okay. I don't think I have ever been so stressed and overworked in my life, and here I am, slacking because well... I actually can't work on what I need to do (which is the wood sculpture.) My brain was freaking exploding last week, so I ended up skipping out on some classes. Just couldn't do it. I think it is time for warm weather. NOW.

Blagh. I love my dad, but... he makes me feel bad a lot. Not the same way my step-dad does, which is angry-bad, but my dad makes me feel sad-bad. I need another freaking vacation, seriously.

Oh, and on a happy side note... I am starting a Kite mood set! Yes, you heard right folks. And it's all gonna be taken from .hack//XXXX and .hack//4Koma, meaning all black and white and full of crackiness! Wahoo! I've even slipped in two of the three IRL shots of him, too. Heeee.
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Indochine - Punishment Park
solar_panda on February 18th, 2007 10:48 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry to hear that you're so stressed. Being stressed is a constant for me (so much so that if I'm not under stress, it stresses me out. Yeah, that makes no sense.) I hope that everything works out. <3

I can't wait to see your moodtheme once you're finished.
Ninacaliga on February 18th, 2007 11:27 pm (UTC)
Yeah, tell me about it. It's always school that stresses me, and as I have said for a few years now "I'm tired of being tired! ToT"

I have like... 56 of them done already. But, there are like... 130 something total I'll have to do. >w>;; Hoo boy.
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Nina: hugcaliga on February 18th, 2007 11:37 pm (UTC)
It's always good to be reminded that you're not the only one. D: My mom doesn't hardly ever make me feel crappy, but my male guardians just need to take a freaking breath and stop judging so hard. BLAH.

Right now, "Horny" and "Naughty" are my favorites. >B

But "Depressed" and "Indescribable" are <3 because IRL Kite is so... EEE. ;o;
Jackiejackiejac on February 19th, 2007 12:03 am (UTC)
Sorry to hear your depressed D: I seriously think almost everyone gets that "SAD" thing - like, seasonal a-something disorder. I always end up being more depressed in the winter, too. I really hope all this snow is the exclamation point to winter, not the coma!! Hahaha! I hope your 3D project goes okay! I'm stressing out because I have a whole bunch of shit to do for tomorrow/early this week which I haven't started because I've had bad cramps all day, so I just watched Jane Eyre... (Which you should TOTALLY download - it's soooooooooooooo damn good!)

Anyway! I hope things go well for you this week AGH by music just got really loud!

okay bye 8D <3 <3
Jackiejackiejac on February 19th, 2007 12:03 am (UTC)
also... ignore all the bad grammar I just realized is in that comment |DD I'm tired. booo.